Please allow me to preface the following by saying, I'm not a dreamer. I do have aspirations, and those kinds of dreams, but I don't really have literal dreams. Occasionally, my sleep is permeated by the thought of a beautiful young woman, or a big ole pickup sitting in my driveway. I've even been known to dream about fine wine and ice cream. But never serious, sincere dreams.
So, last night, I dreamt that after our Congregation Book Study, our book study conductor asked to speak with my mother outside. When I walked outside, she was standing there crying. I asked him what was wrong, and he replied that I was going to be disfellowshipped. I asked why (innocent until proven guilty) and he simply said, for apostasy.
Then I got a weird feeling, like a heavy weight had been lifted from me. I woke up, and had to think for moment if this had really happened. Then I reminded myself that I hadn't gone to the bookstudy last night (I was sick ;] ).
What's weird is, it felt like it was really happening, and it felt good...
Isn't that WEIRD??????????