Maybe you need to be a geek to understand this... I don't know.
But... do you ever relate the way your brain works in computer terms? Like little programs running. Maybe the fact I read a book by the scientologists got me thinking this way.., about mental "engrams"
For example, in your daily life, do you find you are accessing your Internet Explorer 'favorites', things you like to do - and you do them by choice, but other times your behaviour seems controlled, because you are running 'plugins' you've inadvertantly downloaded.
These plugins are harder to control. If you change them, it is known as a life changing experience. That's the way java plugins work.
Most of us here did some serious re-arranging to the root-kit f*ck ups we were indoctrinated with, but plugins still exist eveywhere.
OK, geek moment over.
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