My dad is okay with me drinking and partying and having 2 girl roommates, BUT he also has a girlfriend, and just today when I was hanging out with my uncle who was down here in my college town, he was wondering with me what my dad was doing. He like just between you and me, and he said he thinks my dad has a girlfriend, and I just said I don't really know, which I don't.
Because my dad said he's not having sex with this girl, they just do fun things together. And then one of the 2 roommates I'm rooming with next semester, I talked to my aunt and uncle about it, and they so made it seem that I should be dating this girl, but this girl has a boyfriend, or I don't know, he's over there a lot and they're all kissy and huggy. But I have fun with them, like last night I went out with my 2 roommates and we dranked and danced and I met her parents too and they were bad ***.
I also played with her little brother and he's pretty fun for a little kid. But today the girl called me when I was at the mall with my uncle and aunt and she wanted me to come pick her and her brother up to go somewhere, and I told my uncle this and he was going to give me some money to do something. But then she calls back and says that the other dude, who I'm not sure is her boyfriend or not just got off work and is going to pick her up.
Also some of my friends that have gotten to know me say I express no feelings whatsoever...what the hell does that mean?
I just feel like I'm getting all this pressure from others and myself that I should be dating or have a girlfriend right now. I just don't see that girl right now. For example, I was looking through my phone book list, and I couldn't many girls to call to go eat out with me. Felt depressing to be honest.
I also work at the clothes store Hollister Co. which only hire hot people. And hey I'm living with 2 hot girls next semester, and I've got awesome grades. Damn whats wrong with me????
And thats all that is on my mind right now.
Is it just me or everytime something good happens there has to be a bad
by tsunami_rid3r 2 Replies latest jw friends
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tsunami_rid3r
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candidlynuts
thats kinda life in general.. good/bad/ugly/beautiful... you'll get used to it when your about 99 yrs old lol
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cognizant dissident
So let's see, your a hot 18yr old guy, living with 2 hot girls, going to school, having a good time, hangin with your family.....
There ain't nothing wrong with you from what I can see. One day, when you' re old and fat and married with a passel of screamin kids and a mortgage to pay, you're going to look back and realize how much fun you had then and have a mid-life crisis trying to figure out how the hell you can get back to that place. Kick back and have fun... you're young, enjoy it!
Oh, and yes, bad stuff does eventually always follow good. That's life and nobody escapes some suffering, that's why you have to appreciate the good stuff when it's happening.
Cog (wishing like hell I was 18 again and going to college instead of pioneering.)