A song I wrote about my TRUE feelings

by I-follow-the-narrow-path 6 Replies latest jw friends

  • I-follow-the-narrow-path
    I-follow-the-narrow-path

    Changing

    Verse 1:

    I can’t see them hurting me….. suffocating how can that be

    I try to be like them, but people tell me they mislead

    How could it end like this… honestly, how can it end in such torture

    I should listen, but I am held back

    My neck is broken from invisible attacks

    The butterfly is beautiful, am I being deceived?

    Why do I waste my time and keep asking?

    Chorus:

    I don’t want to run away, but I can’t fight you off

    I don’t want to start to pray, for I might get lost

    In the lies that they tell, am I praying for truth here

    In the lies that they tell, how can I be so blind

    am I blind?

    Verse 2:

    I can’t escape this anxiety, I’m not in too deep

    Still I’m drowning

    Why do I beg for your hand to show me

    When I refuse to listen, I was cruel and didn’t want to see

    I am changing- this isn’t me

    Verse 3:

    I’m so perfect, I lie to you

    I am not listening, but I cry to you

    How can I be so selfish, I understand that you hate me

    How can I be so demanding and not take your hand you give out

    Am I drowning, demanding the help?

    Am I drowning, not taking the help?

    I make you think you’re so unimportant,

    But really it’s me and I abhor it

    Chorus:

    I don’t want to run away, but I can’t fight them off

    I don’t want to start to pray, for I might get lost

    In the lies that they tell, am I praying for truth here

    In the lies that they tell, how can I be so blind

    am I blind?

    I can’t see them hurting me….. suffocating how can that be

    I try to be like them, but people tell me they mislead

    How could it end like this… honestly

  • KW13
    KW13

    wow

  • katiekitten
    katiekitten

    Blimey.

    Are you OK?

    Its good that you can express yourself. At least you are trying to work out your life. I hope you find your way.

  • EAGLE-1
    EAGLE-1

    Good song and do create your own path . The jdubz are into spiritual seduction . Breakaway and be free . They will control your life and treat you like a lowly individual . They treat women like slaves . run

  • parakeet
    parakeet

    Get serious psychiatric help now.

  • sass_my_frass
    sass_my_frass

    Get yourself to a doctor immediately. We're not professionals here, we can't fix you.

  • whyizit
    whyizit

    Very heart-felt.

    If you ever need anyone to talk to, you know how to PM me.

    In the meantime, you are in my prayers.

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