So after over 4 yrs I finally read the book...I had a lot of my suspicions confirmed especially with all the doctrinal matters such as 1914, This generation, alternative service, etc. The fact that the GB actually considered all of these things and almost voted for change on some of them but ultimately did not because of not having 2/3 majority is disgusting! The Malawi/Mexico hypocrisy is appalling to say the least. These men are cowards who hide behind an organization. The complacency and lackadaisical attitude they displayed in considering all these issues is reminiscent of any typical body of elders but they have people lives at stake even more so and that is terrible.
The chapter "point of decision" hit me like the proverbial "ton of bricks" I still am reeling from how the witchhunt went down in 1980, what sickened me the most was how these so-called pillars of truth.. these "glorious ones" taking the lead in the WT org, the GB behaved like any typical body of elders. Backstabbing, polictics, lack of communication, evasiveness... this more than anything else convinced me that Ray Franz wrote exactly what happened to him without embelishment because these are the same atttitudes that prevail today. Say what you will about the man but he speaks the truth.
Thank you Mr. Franz