When I was a snobby zealous JW my whole world revolved around the WTS. Now after being 20 years out, the WTS to me is like pluto, it makes no difference in my life whatsoever.
When I read of the Bull Sh*t WTS doctrine I just can't understand how I fell for it all. I was so gullable. I belived everything the watchtower mags said and every thing that was said from the platform. I strained out the knat but gulped down the camel.
When I was a JW, I hated anyone who was not a JW I even made fun of them while going door to door. You know those poor worldly person are going to die at the big A unless I come a knocking. It has all been such a revelation to see the WTS for what it is and how weak a person I was for worshipping the watchtower.
The WTS wasted 30 years of my life and for that they are quilty I could have been better educated but the WTS did not encourage higher education. .