"I lived as a depressed and embittered man, lost my children to the Christian faith, and was a terrible witness to your goodness. But Lord, thanks to you, I never left Catholicism.
http://www.beliefnet.com/blogs/crunchycon/2006/10/orthodoxy-and-me.html
It's a little long but you might feel a kinship with this man. I never was a JW but to quote Red Green, " we're all in this together" jerry