On earth there doesn't seem to a lot worth more then honesty and a right standing before yourself and your parents. I just don't believe in the getting around things that some people do. I don't want to bargain when it comes to things like this. Its not what the prophets do, its not what Jesus did. They got up in their faces and i do know what happened after that, but thats not the point. The truth is worth dying for, not that JW's kill... or don't they. Lets look it up from another angle. Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather, be afraid of the One who can destroy both soul and body in hell Mat 10:28 (Draw your own parallels). Despite some popular beliefs Spiritual Jesus was no pacifist and for good reason because lies do not deserve pacifism. Ill read it my own different way. Do not be afraid of anyone chopping your head off, rather be afraid of anyone chopping and replacing the head Christ. (That is, with a magazine). We (saved people) apparantly don't need magazines anyway, thats what Jeremiah 31:33-34 was all about.
I cannot just abandon JW's altough i myself don't stand to loose such a horrible lot anyway (unless you prize 7+ hours a week of attending). For now i can live with their watchtowerism as it appears to be of ignorance, but i want to be there to take that ignorance away and give them a chance to choose. That is, just like Moses did with the Israelites or God with Adam & Eve. If they don't welcome me, theyll be mighty sorry on judgement day, but it won't be my concern. I would want to try and open up choices here too, but i find it almost impossible over the internet, it doesn´t compare with face to face. There is an iran curtain of anonymity.
Should i adress my interesting request? that is because of some unsympathetic judgemental ifyoudontdothis posts. Because of unsympathetic selfish mockery from posters that seem to have an lookatfunnyme deficit. And i'm not sorry for saying that, its the way i see it.
Ill work on with silentlambs first now.
Whatever i do i trust God to do it with me or without me, rather then other way around as in I'm doing it wether God is with me or not!
yours hopefull, Sander Buruma