by KW13 7 Replies latest jw friends
After the dubs, i found i had to 'rebuild myself' and discover who i actually was, anything prior to the dubs is usually well gone and a chance for a life requires sheer dedication.
Fortunately i used some of the the things i was taught as a dub (like standing my ground when i firmly believe something) and managed to pull through like all of you have done or are doing
Its a pity such an org exists as the WBT Society...if i had the chance to end it now i wouldn't pass on it.
Don't do it. Life is to short. Killing yourself is not the answer to your problems.Its a pity such an org exists as the WBT Society...if i had the chance to end it now i wouldn't pass on it.
I'm currently "under construction".
I thought this was a thread about do-it-yourself vasectomies
On the serious side tho, one does have to make the time to explore your own personal strengths and how your life experiences can help you move forward. Self actualization is hard (still working on it myself) but worth the work.
I dont think KW13 was talking about killing himself, but rather the WT Society.
Everybody at your age are just starting off on the journey of life and need to discover themselves it's a process that happens naturally through social contact and studying the mystery of life.
Finding yourself is a process that never ends. Just when you think you are settled, life will throw you a curve ball and you will have to re-evaluate things. We are on a journey and none of us has reached their destination yet. But that is the way things are supposed to happen.
You are young and will change your views on things many times in your life. As my friend likes to say-I have been three people since then, meaning of course, that life changes us constantly. That is why marriage at a young age is not advisable. It is also why baptism into a controlling organization at a young age is not advisable. Well, actually, it is never advisable.
Keep searching and living and you will eventually mold into the person you are looking for. Then you will realize that in, many ways, you are still the small child that is hiding inside of you and screams to be heard.
in the past i would of done but not now
