With the help of this discussion forum and the internet I can honestly admit to myself that the JWs do not have the truth. So now I know that God is not going to destroy me "really soon" and I am not spiritually dead even though I was DF'd in 1976. Being raised JW from the age of 5 with a zealous mother and un believing father was not easy. But, that's a whole other story.
The hurdle here is, even though the JW armegeddon obviously is not impending....
How long will it take mankind to obliterate ourselfs with WMDs? Is there an out?
Maybe I just can't get past the gloom.
BFD