Don't you hate it when you know a relationship is about to end.

by wanderlustguy 6 Replies latest jw friends

  • wanderlustguy
    wanderlustguy

    Sucks big time.

    Through the shell I built so strongly

    Of confusion and anger and hate

    Through the shields of deceptions and misconceptions

    Into the alter you sneaked, with your bucket of cleanser

    Wiping away the grit and grime, spraying on cleanliness and discernment

    Prying out the shrapnel of my own private wars from my heart

    Replacing the pieces with integrity and hope

    Stripping away layers of fallacy and bitter armor

    Until only a skeleton remained

    Then the bones split to remove the marrow of lies planted there from so long ago

    Some breaks have mended, wounds have healed

    Stronger and straighter is my path and vision

    Anger is replaced by ambition

    Hate by pity

    Deceptions long ago fled at the sight of love

    All that is left is driven and sincere

    But it is not enough

    What has been built is magnificent

    But is not enough

    You wanted to fix me

    Help me find me

    Find the truth, the real

    Now that is found

    But it is not enough

    Now that all the large stones are moved from the road

    The road must move back to the stones.

    Such a pity.

  • magoo
    magoo

    ...............been there done that....a couple a times......life does go on.................................................................................>>>>>

    magoo

  • Crumpet
    Crumpet

    if you wrote all that wlg - i am very impressed.

    and no arguments from me. if its any consolation the knowing its gonna end is a lot more hellish than actually the ending of it and deciding to move on.

    xx *crumpet of the moving-on-class*

  • Sparkplug
    Sparkplug

    Since W e K new E ach O ther <The Tender Inner World of a Saintly Poet> From the poetry collection "The Lost Memories"
    (Originally in English)

    Lyrics, music and vocals
    by Supreme Master Ching Hai

    In your silent manner I found myself,
    In your quiet style is reborn my peace:
    Many dark nights, soft and tranquil,
    Your voice tender calms my madness!

    O lover of grand amour!
    From reincarnation and a thousand promises!
    Do you still remember,
    Our love lives before?...

    ...There were boring love affairs, weary adventures,
    While I was hurriedly sailing to true happiness.
    So many times in the chaotic world
    I was lost and perplexed.

    But gone now are the stormy days:
    Your love like spring water cools my burning heart!
    It's over, the long voyage,
    Here I've arrived to stay.

    Calmbach 1979

  • Sparkplug
    Sparkplug

    Actually it is about death and rebirth and the Master sings it here.

    http://www.smchbooks.com/new-eng/book-e/poems/e-sincewekneweachother.htm

    I just think it is pretty good as far as something ending and something beginning.

  • magoo
    magoo

    ....................huh ?????.............................

    magoo

  • Twitch
    Twitch

    "When one door closes, another opens,...."

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