This has happened to me many times in my life, that I KNEW when something important had or was about to happen to us or ours....or I could sense that one of 'us' was in trouble or 'lost' to us all.
I was irritable and 'strange' on Sunday morning. Finally I said to my husband and elder children that 'someone has died'. To be honest, I didn't know WHO, but just that someone had gone. They didn't laugh at me as they don't any more....it has happened too many times. They certainly didn't laugh when I go a phone call about two hours later telling me that a close relative had died that morning. It was someone that no one had expected to die for quite a while yet even though they were elderly. But suddenly, she was gone.
So.....what does it mean?
Have I done it all before? If that is all it is, time bending in on itself, does that mean we get a 'chance' to put right all the times we have done wrong or made mistakes in the past.....or is it something even more perplexing?
I follow my 'gut instincts' on a lot of things these days. I don't believe that it is something 'supernatural' as in spirits creatures etc, but I know it is a sixth sense that many people have.....but how to explain it is the real conundrum!
Plus, I don't half get some funny looks from my immeadiate family at times!