Nightmare or Subconscience???

by MR. BORN AGAIN 9 Replies latest jw experiences

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  MR. BORN AGAIN

  I want to share with you a crazy dream that I had a few years ago. Raised in the "truth" but not attending meetings regularly I had "end time nightmares" often. But this specific one stands out in my mind as I remember it so vivid and clearly. At the time I had the dream I still beleived the WT teachings to be true...I guess???

  Here goes....

  I was in a shopping mall, just walking through minding my business. Then this guy approaches me and quickly whispered, "you need to get out of this building, this building is ready to be destroyed!". Then he left and went on his way to someone else skipping around to certain shoppers giving the same warning. So having this information I focused my attention to making it to the nearest exit. I finally made it out of the soon to be destroyed mall. Ouside the door I saw an uncountable amount of people...the mall was just sitting in the middle of nowhere kinda like a desert. (remember it was a dream) All I saw were people, people and more people. This was it, I barley made it out!

  Here I was standing safely outside the mall with all these people waiting for the destruction of the building. That's when it happened, the ground that all of us outside were standing on began to crumble. The ground beneath our feet calapsed and swallowed us all. The mall was still standing in the middle of nowhere and we were all gone. Then ofcourse I woke up...thank God.

  Like I said I used to have these nightmares very often, it's just this one that I remember like last night. Now that I'm free I look back and see how all those JW teachings deeply mess your mind up. But when I really think about this certain dream I wonder if my subconscience was speaking to me...maybe that's why I remember this certain dream out of the many so clearly?

  Did any of you guys have crazy dreams because of the WT indoctrinated BS? Or is it just ME?
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  Warlock

  Subconscience????? That was GOD speaking to you.

  Warlock
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  WTWizard

  I have had numerous dreams about being at a meeting or an a$$embly that was about to start. I would wonder how I got in this mess, and it would be too late to get out of it. Of course, I never get to the part where it actually starts. However, just being in, or on the way to, the Kingdumb Hell and not knowing how I got myself in the mess is bad enough.
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  misanthropic

  That's a very cool dream. That's one I would have written down for sure.
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  Tyrone van leyen

  I had a dream yesterday in which I was in a motorized wheelchair and I needed to get out of the house badly. I packed up a few bags and threw them on the back of the chair and sped out of the house full speed going as far and fast as I could.

  I kept going until I reached a house in a rather distant area and it seemed very welcoming. It was rather statley and victorian looking. I wasn't aware that I could walk when I entered it and was approached by a genltlmen who was dressed as a butler but acted more as an assistant. He told that for 50 dollars I could have the vacation of a lifetime but I would need to store my things outside locked in a shed.

  I thought this sounded like an amazing deal so I complied with his request. I entered the main entrance of the house and was told anyhting I desired or could think of, the house would lead me to with my mind. I was told the only thing that was required in any room was that I write down my internal feelings of each expereinnce.

  When I entered the first room there was a massive table and around it were seated the greatest minds of the century. It was a bunch of intellects discussing their knowledge of the world and I was expected to say something. I wrote that I could feel a coldness in the room and that I didn't feel this was the place for me to be. My mind then felt a push to look beyond the room and I saw an exit to another room where in plain veiw I could see nothing but asses and tits. It was like a victorian bordello and I could feel a great push to enter and satisfy my lusts. This created a great conflict in me as I was in the presence of intellects. I wrote that I couldn't enter and satisfy myself because of this conflict.

  Just then I found myself sitting outside and the assistant asked me if I wanted the key for my things in the shed. I couldn't beleive what just happened and was intrigued to go back in. Anywhere I wanted to go the house would have taken me with my mind. I was allowed back in, but I don't recall anymore after the second entry.

  I have had other dreams of houses so amazing that they cannot be reproduced in real life. Some of them have staircases that go endlessly upwards, with doors leading to dank and evil rooms. They are vivid in colour and intense in horror. I'm not so sure what my mind is telling me here but I'm glad I have some recall. I'm glad this thread has afforded me the oppotunity to record it, as I never write them down. Thank You.
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  Tyrone van leyen

  Mr. again, I think your dream was trying to tell you subconsciously that your beleif system was a lie and there was no benefit, to holding on to it. The fact that you were with all the others outside, shows that your subconsoius was telling you, that you share same fate as the rest of mankind.Pehaps it was a subconsoius attempt to releive yourself of the dissonance regarding that fact, until it could be digested in a conscious state of mind.
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  Tyrone van leyen

  I have had dreams in which I am at assemblies and I have a huge cannnister spraying gas on the audience. I throw a match and walk away.

  I have had others where I amuse myself playing golf at the bottom of the stadium hitting people in the audience in the head with my power strokes.

  I have had dreams where I have had a terrible accident and my balls are chopped off. I take them in my hand and bring them to my father. He looks at them and says, " It's not so bad, get back to work!"

  I have had other dreams in which there are thousands of people listening to the speaker and he is pointing his finger and yelling, looking at only me while delivering his sermon. The whole audience is seems unaware that he is directing all his comments only to me.

  Are you starting to think I'm nuts . Your dam right the witnesses can give you nightmares!
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  MR. BORN AGAIN

  Tyrone your not nutsU just think outside of the box. That dream about your dad telling you to get back to work has me LMAO. Well at least I know now that I'm not alone
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  Marcel

  i guess many many many ppl would see this kind of dream as a godly vision. fast, get a prophet to interpret it!!
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  Madame Quixote

  I used to have recurring nightmares about being chased in a tunnel by wild-eyed horses; I think it had something to do with the pictures in the literature of the four horsemen of the apocalypse. I am still a little nervous of horses.