who is willing to loan me their coc and in search for xtian freedom and other books pls? but the thing is you have to send it to me in the Philippines. if there is a way i could pay you please let me know. I give you my word I will return it. I cannot get from Commentary Press since there are no options for me, my country is not registered over pay pal and in amazon.com I have not enough money for the pricey shipping i cannot just charge to my credit card for i will be questioned by my mom. thank you so much. i am just trying i understand that this may be very hard.