Hey guys,
Had a few weeks off and don't feel so messed up. Had some good thinking time and while I am so pissed off with the borg I refuse to let them affect me. Life for me has just started - and it feels good. Went out and totally got wiped out from alcohol - man I can't even remember some parts I was so drunk. But while alcohol doesn't solve my probs I know that I can have a good time without worrying what others think. Life is good when you are free and I intend to enjoy every minute of my life.
So here's cheers to being free!