i know that i don't created a lot of topics but I've been thinking about my feelings towards JW teachings and what i have learned so far from JWD and a couple of other sites. i always found it hard 2 dismiss what i have learned from the KH and on apostate sites i feel like I'm in a cognitive dissonance, which means uncomfortable tension that may result from having two conflicting thoughts at the same time(wikipedia definition). I was asking myself what does jehovah mean to me and do i really belive what he stand for etc,etc i was trying to reassure myself by looking up the word Jehovah w/o using the WT publications for once(i was thinking that i would find something along the lines of Jah is good and our protector and savior etc,etc,) until i went to wikipedia and on youtube i came across this video that this lady put up on youtube.
Video: HOVAH means MISCHIEF
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