reading the watchtower 'readers ask' article (which so clearly is not a reader asking) about 'should we pray for disfellowshipped ones' and i had the horrible feeling of 'doublethink' kicking in - twisted reasoning trying to take me over and allow me to accept the incorrect thinking
isn't this like a conditioned disgusting habit ?
when will i get over this ?
is this posting like i'm taking it to the elders ?
and will you be praying with me for this ?
incidently - there is a little irony here and i dun want any prayers really thank you ...