It is very significant how JWs and exJWs see this as a carrot they cannot take their eyes off!
As if watching even long after leaving , for some, because it is so embeded in their minds that something is afoot and imminent!
I am in a place now where I drop on a thread like this out of boredom because the idea of it is so devoid of reason!
If Armageddon came right now then so what? Was god expecting me to be intelligent enough to filter out all the garbage from whatever isn't?
Does that mean I have a lack of faith in the reasoning mind I was given?
Was I supposed to knock on a few of the billions of doors that haven't been knocked on or even a few trees in some jungle someplace?
The above is why I give up on the WTBTS and the BIBLE! It expectes the unexpected and insists on understanding the impossible in the form of a self pretense that this 'light' is gonna shine for you.
In actual fact you eventually realise there was no electric supply!
I decided to find my own way in the dark and no matter how unhappy I still am its better than giving power to others to decide when I should be unhappy!
I can now choose that for myself as a first stepin my own life!
