Somehow, she thinks that I think a lot like God now... I just told her how much it bothers me. I told her not to correct me, but to trust that Jehovah will correct any wrong thinking...
But, I lit into it. I just went on and on about how horrible it is to think that and my heart isn't made to feel that way...
I said that I'm not causing divisions, so how can I get in trouble simply for the way my heart is, something that I can't even control??? Clearly, I love Jehovah very much so why can't they have enough trust and faith in him to correct the situation if correction is needed? Why do they feel the need to control a situation where in fact, for all they know, Jehovah might in fact be protecting my heart? They really don't know. So, wouldn't it be better to listen and find out why I feel the way I feel? I will listen to your response to the way I feel, as long as you don't judge or even expect to change what my heart is...
Now, she is going to talk to my Dad about listening to me more. Evidently, she understands completely why I feel the way I feel...
Or, it could be that I said that I would only go to my Dad, and if he didn't listen, I would just feel the way I feel and not tell anyone. But, my heart would still feel the same...
I think she's gonna have a long talk with my Dad...