I received a rather pointed reminder that the CO's visit is more important than family that has been gone for a long time and is only around for a brief time...but oh NO..cant miss out on the CO visit..eventho he says the same thing every year and does the same friggin thing EVERY year...sigh...
I am trying to get past a lot of the old feelings...but I am reminded of the power that the wt has upon its followers...sigh. Some things got easier when dad died...and some things got harder...anyhow....i bet that the CO's visit is the same droll waste of gas going to the meetings with revitalized gusto or desperately wishing to be in the same car group with the CO...what a waste...but my family gets somethin out of it...
I however am doing quite good...it just pains me a bit to see two of the most important people in my life be led around by the nose by a flawed system that makes them act the way they do...nyhow...
-Z-