After years of fighting the die-hard hard wiring I donned as a Jdubya, I have noted finally of late that meeting times do not pop into my mind any longer. For years I stayed aware [obviously without wishing to do so] of the fact that it was 'Thursday' or 'Sunday', and as the meeting time approached I became aware of what the routines of the 'brothers' would be - getting dressed, gathering the books and bibles, ushering the kiddies into the car, hurry to the meeting place, running late, getting there 5 minutes before the song,,,, so forth.
I think the guilt was layered so deeply that it took me a few years to shed it entirely - I rarely think of such now and take it as positive healing for me.
Have others experienced this 'meeting time' recall?
Jeff