Oy! I just found this! And I am ever so happy someone knew what this is about!! I do believe the puffin is blackberry sumptin that day!
Hon, I am so sorry you are going through all this. But as it was said by me today or yesterday, (at least I am still thinking it) "Accept where you are and be honest. Some things just are. What we wish does not change what is." Sucks at times and more at others. I tell you what, sometimes the things that suck today end up being the best thing for us tomorrow! You will see baby gal! I believe you will come through it all for the better for I believe in you. You are an amazing woman. Besides I think a good portion of us have had to deal with the "other woman on the board" thing and it all works itself out one way or the other. Truly, be happy for yourself no matter what. I can tell you from taking the pained ugly route and from the truly non caring route. The indifferent route felt a lot better. Hell it always does.
Truly hon, time is the best thing and getting out there and shaking it all up yourself. Explore the world for yourself. I so wished I lived closer. I bet we would have a lot of fun!!