Suicide Is Painless

by TheRecordCollector 3 Replies latest jw experiences

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  TheRecordCollector

  Through early morning fog I see, visions of the thing's to be,
  The thing's that are witheld for me, I realize that I can see,
  That suicide is painless, it bring's on many changes,
  And I can take or leave it if I please.

  The game of love is hard to play,
  Gonna lose it anyway, the losing card I now have layed,
  So this is all I have to say.

  Suicide is painless, it bring's on many changes,
  And I can take or leave it if I please.

  The sword of love has pierce my heart,
  It doesn't hurt when it begins,
  But as it work's it's way on in,
  The pain grows stronger, hear me scream.

  Suicide is painless, it brings on many changes,
  And I can take or leave it if I please.

  To Debi,
  With all my love
  Doug
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  TheRecordCollector

  Well, I couldn't go through with it. She means too much to me.

  What stopped me?:
  My love for her. If I had gone through with it, she would have found out that she was the cause of it, and that would break her heart.
  I couldn't do that to her.
  I know what some of you are saying, but yes, she DOES have a heart.

  I apperciate how some of you feel about me, (((((((((( ))))))))))),
  and I appreciate your concern. But Debi is not mean. A brat yes!, but not mean. Just been alot of mis-understandings. And besides, Someone, I don't know who, someone she thinks is a credible source, is telling her things about me that simply are not true. And not being able to talk to her, I can't tell her any different.

  D
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  outnfree

  Suicide is PAINLESS? !!!! For Who??????

  That was my initial reaction to your post, TRC.
  (which I only just now viewed)

  But I see that you have already realized that suicide is NOT painless.
  You may have been able to find a way to drift into unconsciousness to escape your troubles, but as you remarked:

  If I had gone through with it, she would have found out that she was the cause of it, and that would break her heart.

  And likely would break the heart of others as well!

  SUICIDE IS NOT PAINLESS for the ones left behind.
  Not even ATTEMPTED suicide is painless.

  outnfree

  When the truth is found to be lies
  and all the joy within you dies ... -- Darby Slick, Somebody to Love
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  willy_think

  once i lived
  once i died
  once a mocking bird cried

  in the eye of the storm
  i hide
  all those feelings
  forbidden by pride

  out of this i have risen
  high above
  my home made prison

  Billy 1985

  RC,
  i understand. mail me if you want, i'll give you my # if you need to talk.

  The Great and Powerful Oz
  

  pay no attention to the man behind the curtain