Normally I would just PM you, but if you answer I figured others might want to read your reply.
Before you had your personal crisis of conscience while at bethel (that sparked the major turning point in you life)...Did you have other doubts?...ones that you brushed to the side while serving among the 'elite' at "God's House"
PS: I have enjoyed your experiences that I have read on other sites, along with your comments on the 'nethinim' fiasco.