how many here lead a double life?...and for how long...and for how long will you?

by oompa 9 Replies latest jw friends

  • oompa
    oompa

  • oompa
    oompa

    dammit...it will not let me edit.......but i sure as hell do......and many of my jwd friends do too............tough aint it?........oompa

    oh...btw.........me since third grade as a raised in too........

  • excito-are
    excito-are

    Am out. 10 years and I know that no reform will ever come in my life time. ( 10 years ago I fisrt awoke to not is all well )

    Excito

  • Finally-Free
    Finally-Free

    I smoked occasionally, viewed porn, swore a lot, drank a lot, and smoked grass a few times as a JW.

    I don't think I was different from most JWs.

    W

  • sspo
    sspo

    Could not live a double life as a JW. Once realized it was a lie, had to walk away

  • Tired of the Hypocrisy
    Tired of the Hypocrisy

    I used to look at porno all the time I was a young jw. I behaved according to their rules with that exception. I guess that's a double life....

  • WTWizard
    WTWizard

    I abided by the rules as best as I could, save for normal human emotion and desire (I did not actually watch porn, listen to dirty songs, or any of those things while I was in). But, when they decided that I had to completely forgo the opposite sex and just meet men (and presumably do the Value Destroyer Training School), I had enough.

    And, since then I started blowing off boasting sessions and field circus, getting those "bad" songs, and eventually going apostate. And I will not set foot inside a Kingdumb Hell (hopefully they are wasting their time worrying about me, and end up messing up numerous calls because of it). As of now, I hope I am completely blocking the flow of Unholy Spirit--at least I am not pretending to be a witless.

  • viva
    viva

    I lived a double life for 7 years before I left. I guess longer if you start from when I decided I was an athiest, that would make it 9 or 10 years. I drank from the time I left home at 17, tried cigs, tried some other drugs, partied and associated with "worldly" people. The whole time I was a ministerial servant and considered in good standing. The only thing I didn't do was fornicate. First time I did that, I turned myself in and surprisingly enough was not repentant so I was DFed. Good ridance.

  • ziddina
    ziddina

    No double life, just multiple personalities... Zid

  • stillajwexelder
    stillajwexelder

    me Sir - have known it is a pack of lies since 1998. I can probably keep going a little longer -Theocratic Warfare Strategy

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