True Blue said:
I had a dream that I killed all the JW's and turned myself in.
I later went to get psychotharapy.
Quite possibly in the nick of time because the doc said that is the most severe cercumstances she has ever heard of and it is very short of a miracle or something that I haven't done something along time ago and still serving a life sentence in prison.
I thought I was a monster or something with some of the things I thought of doing but I know that it is normal and the JW's were the ones creating the monster. If anyone especially a JW try to get inside me
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The dumb bastereds give me post traumatic stress desorders beating me when I was a baby and or just being innocent bystanders allowing the beattings to go on.
If they only would have answered my mothers letter for help 40 years ago. Just bay-be I would not have PTSD, who knows.
There is no reason to hold a grudge, I realize they are not perfect, I was just warning them for there own safety, they better not do it again because I am a lot bigger now and I hit back.
I have gotten some conseling and before I did not know what to do when I see a JW hit a child but I do know now do not go to the Elders do not write a letter to the society go directly to child abuse authorities.
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When I was standing in line to see the bullitan board at the kindom hall to look at the list to see were I am suposed to go for the Tuesday Book Study. Standing there with other members and notice everyone elses name is on the list. Everyone except me.
Made me feel like they do not want me.
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I think trueblue really needs some love and understanding, people.
It sounds like he has had a lot of traumatic experiences.
Welcome to the board, Trueblue.
Cameo-d
