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Dark_Ellie

HELLO.... PLEASE EXCUSE THE ALL CAPS, DUE TO THE ALL WATCHFUL EY OF MY FATHER I AM RESTRAINED ONTO MY IPOD TOUCH... YOU WONT BELEIVE THE HASSLE I WENT THROUGH MERELY TRYING TO POST ONTO THIS SITE... (AS A SUGGESTION PLEASE MAKE POSTING/CREATING TOPICS NATIVE TO THE MOBILE VERSION OF THIS SITE AS WELL...) ANYWAY, HELLO, MY NAME IS ELLIE. CONTRARY TO WHAT IT SOUNDS LIKE, I AM INDEED MALE. I AM 16 YEARS OLD AND HAVE BEEN QUESTIONING 'THE TRUTH' SINCE I WAS 14 AND FIGURED I WAS GAY. AS ANY HOMOSEXUAL ON THIS FORUM KNOWS, IT IS INDEED NOT A CHOICE AS THE WATCHTOWER HAD LED MANY TO BELEIVE, AND ME FIGHTING IT LED TO ANOTHER BATTLE WITH BULIMIA. WHEN I DECIDED I DIDN'T WANT TO DEAL WITH 'FIGHTING' IT ANYMORE, I MERELY DECIDED THAT THE WT WAS WRONG AND I'D LEAVE THE RELIGION FOR PERSONAL REASONS. HOWEVER... WHEN ALL THE CRAZY TALK OF ARMAGEDDON BEGAN TO ENSUE, BEING BORN IN, I OF COURSE WAS VERY FRIGHTENED AT ALL THIS AND WENT SEARCHING ON THE INTERNET FOR QUERIES SUCH AS 'JEHOVAHS WITNESSES ARE WRONG'.... AS YOU CAN SEE I WAS VERY STRESSED AND WORRIED. UNTIL I CAME UPON SITES LIKE THIS AND 'SIXSCREENSOFTHEWATCHTOWER.ORG' (GREAT READ ON FACTS ABOUT THE SOCIETY IF YOU HAVE TIME ;D) ANYWAY, OF COURSE, AS ANYONE WITH A BRAIN AND AN OPEN MIND WOULD CONCLUDE, I NO LONGER BELEIVE THAT THE WT IS 'GODS CHOSEN CHANNEL'. I HAVE MANY EXPERIENCES SO IF YOU ARE INTERESTED OR CAN RELATE IN ANY WAY TO FAMILY NEGLECT, LOSS OF FRIENDS, PLEASE EMAIL ME AT '[email protected]' .... I UNDERSTAND THERE ARE PM'S HERE BUT AGAIN ITS DIFICULT ON THE IPOD. THANKS! I HOPE TO POST LATER! (ALSO IF A MOD COULD REFORMAT MY POST, I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT)

quietlyleaving

Hi ellie

welcome to JWN. Yup we certainly can relate to your experiences.

ql

DaCheech

welcome, and i will not be judgemental of your lifestyle

cantleave

Be careful personal email addresses even gmail etc.

BTW Welcome !!!

straightshooter

Welcome to the forum. Yes as cantleave stated, it is not wise to give your email address.

Nor is it good to give information that can identify you. Those on this forum are extremely helpful but there may be individuals from the WTS also monitoring these posts.

bluecanary

Welcome Ellie.

jamiebowers

Welcome to JWN...hope to hear more from you!

Dark_Ellie

THANKS GUYS.... DAMN IPOD... I FEEL LIKE IM YELLING LOL. AND OKAY, SO IS THERE ANY WAY TO EDIT THE POST? ALSO- I PLAN ON PUTTING UP A PERSONAL STORY SOON,BUT DUE TO CAUTIONS YOU GUYS SUGGEST, IM TRYING TO THINK OF WAYS TO TONE IT DOWN SO IM NOT SO RECOGNIZABLE. IVE BEEN LURKING HERE FOR A WHILE AND LOVE THE FORUM... EVEN ON ITS SLOW DAYS LOL.

villabolo

At the upper right hand corner there is a pencil icon. Click on it and you can edit your post.

Welcome Ellie.

Villabolo

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