This topic has almost certainly been discussed before, but it just popped into my head. The title for this topic is a quote from a brilliant rock band called The Protomen--for you video-gamers out there, if you've never heard of them, you should give 'em a listen on iTunes or wherever. They're incredible.
On to the topic. Genesis recounts a story of the Tower of Babel. If you're here, I'm sure you know what happened there--God sent an angel to confuse the language of man, thus preventing them from finishing the tower. Thus the origin of man's many languages, right?
Certainly some of you don't believe that story happened, and to each his own on that. This thought popped into my head, however. God saw mankind united on a project. He then reasons, look--they've got one language and now they're building this great tower. If they keep this up, nothing will be impossible for them. So let me go down and confuse their languages. Right? Okay. Two issues come up, now that WT indoctrination is not the guiding force for my thoughts:
1. According to the Bible, God himself recognized that humanity, if united, could accomplish ANYTHING. (This begs the question of why the Society insists on demeaning human accomplishments to no end [see Wonders of Creation DVD]--but we already know the answer. It's just a means of introducing the carrot of the Kingdom to the disillusioned.)
2. God himself, then, is responsible for man's inability to unite. He saw man's unity, and saw fit to disrupt it himself! What does that say about God, that he would do that?
In pondering this, the implications are troubling to my cult personality. ... The Society consistently teaches that God allowed Adam and Eve and Satan to continue to exist in order to prove that man alone could never successfully rule himself. Then, when man unites and begins an unprecedented construction project, God personally intervenes to disrupt it. Is it possible, then, that God was afraid to be proven wrong? If indeed, his motive was what the Society claims it was, then why did he feel a need to interfere? If man could not rule himself, then why was there a need for God to get involved? Would not this project have failed on its own, thus proving him right?
At the very least, it indicates to me that the issue of sovereignty is an invention of the Society and was probably not on God's mind nearly that much. At worst, it indicates that God's m.o. is identical to the Society's m.o.--he acts for one reason and one reason alone: to maintain authority. Not out of love, or out of 'zeal for his name', or anything else. Just like men, he just wants to stay in power. So he would take anything and everything from man in order to keep him dependent on divine rulership. Is this what a God of justice would do? Intentionally frame mankind in order to bias the results of the test of who has the right to rule?
This may be familiar ground for you, but the more I'm away from the Watchtower's influence, the more little thoughts like this keep coming up. I want to believe in God as my heavenly Father, as the loving Father that Jesus showed to us in his time on earth. I want to have that faith. But it is difficult when faced constantly with only a religion that misrepresents him as authoritarian and cruel, unrelenting and unreasonable, only out to punish and nit-pick.
Any thoughts you have on this will be welcome, no matter how much sacrilege you commit in the process...(sigh) I really have become a monster, after all...
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