hey guys! i'm back from my first ever date with a non JW guy! I'll tell more about that later, but as i was on the way there i remembered about how i used to pray before meeting a JW date, ( none of which ever worked out) and i realised that not praying and not attributing everything good to god has really boosted my confidence and thereby my pride.
It means that whatever goes right in my life is down to me and my hard work. I do not have to attribute any good fortune to a god that decided to help me instead of some starving afraican orphan. This means that i and only I am in control of my life! i can't tell you what a confidence boost this is to me!
Anyway about my date... OMG! ( pardon the pun) think an increibly romantic setting, no stupid JW "chaperone in socail dub setting", hes sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo HOT! i mean H.O.T! when i think of the weeds i dated in the JW's! This guy would eat them for breakfast! i had a amazing time and not once was i asked or juged on my spirtual goals or if my father was a elder. i had a great time, unforgettable. I really wanted to snog him after, but i'm afraid i couldn't work up the courage, my only regret, Still theres always next time...
...and there will be a next time, because he wants to see me again!:)