The Casual Experience That Changed My Life

by metatron 6 Replies latest jw friends

  • metatron
    metatron

    Once upon a time, I had to work with an affable young woman I'll call "Deena". It seems she was having trouble using a particular piece of electronic equipment, so I began questioning her closely.

    Suddenly, as I was jogging her memory, I observed that she appeared to be in pain, although there was no obvious physical reason for such a reaction....... and then it hit me like a thunderbolt:

    I was forcing her to think deeply about something and her facial expression was no different from having a toothache. It never occured to me previously that thinking was unpleasant and painful for some people. I felt like an 'anthropologist on Mars'!

    After this, the world made a lot more sense to me as I saw that it was heavily populated with people who suffer from thinking. You can avoid this painful experience by handing over your thinking ability to someone else. Your Pastor, Priest, or President said it was OK, so don't let it cause you any further discomfort. Do whatever your cult, religion, government, political party or tribe says. Thinking hurts.

    Along the same rationale, I recently came to suspect that all the "explanations' of why the world's economy is at the edge of a possible abyss fail to observe the huge number of people on psychoactive drugs, legal and otherwise. Since thinking often hurts, aren't we glad pharmacology has a 'solution'? Don't worry, everything will be OK, somehow........ Sure, I wonder why that CEO gets millions in bonuses but I also wonder if extreme risks follow his medicated state of mind. How would the world be different if the Woodstock nation ran our banks and economy? Or would it really be different at all?

    And notice how the process feeds on itself - did your boss fall off his meds and nearly get violent with you? It's unpleasant but meds will help you feel better, too. You're the odd man out but they can help you......

    Maybe if nearly a whole religion was on drugs, it would intensify their isolated thinking in not noticing that the world has passed them by and their worldview is approaching psychosis. It might become like an old Bill Cosby joke: he asked a friend why he did Cocaine. His friend replied that "it intensifies my personality". Bill replied "But what if you're an a$$hole?"

    I like to think about things and admit I've done Prozac to get thru some bad patches but I accept that my thinking will sometimes make me sad -it just goes with the territory, the price of clearheaded (I hope) rationality. I wish "Deena" the best, whatever she's doing. Thinking isn't a hobby for everyone....

    metatron

  • ziddina
    ziddina

    I usually frown when I'm concentrating on a project - maybe because I was constantly being interrupted in my creative work when I was a child... "Ziiiiiid!! Time for another Meeeeeeetting!! Drop whatever useless project that's actually part of SATAN'S world that you're doing, and come and get dressed!!"

    Yuk. That was not a pleasant trip back down memory lane... Zid

    (Oh, I think I found the "Woodstock" nation... )

    jk

  • GLTirebiter
    GLTirebiter
    Since thinking often hurts, aren't we glad pharmacology has a 'solution'?

    "A dram is better than a damn". Aldous Huxley was prophetic when he described a society where taking your daily dose of Soma meant not having to care about or think about anything meaningful, which means thinking hard. The world would be an even worse mess if not for those who choose to address the hard problems instead of ignoring them. Life is not "fair" and life is not easy. How we choose to deal with those facts is the measure of our humanity.

    GLT

  • Satanus
    Satanus

    I agree that we should not let others do our thinking for us. However, sometimes our own thoughts can distract us from something more important. A part of being in control of our thoughts is being able to shut them off, at times. It's a nice break. Thoughts aren't necesarily reality. They can be just beliefs, or the support for our beliefs. What if you had no thoughts and no beliefs for say, 5 minutes?

    S

  • Satanus
    Satanus

    Ps, i wonder if deena floated along in a sea of feelings. Or, do you think he she let her mind carry her along w whatever thoughts popped into her mind? Just curious about her.

    S

  • Decided
    Decided

    My brother is the oposite from that. If he is interested in something he learns all the details. He was a programmer where I worked and his programs worked the first time they were run, most of the time. If you bring up a subject that he has investigated he knows all the little details.

    Ken P.

  • LouBelle
    LouBelle

    When you start thinking for yourself, you're breaking the mold, you're doing something unconventional, you're daring to be different.

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