Also, many people want answers, I doubt there is one single person on earth who hasn't questioned life and our purpose, and the idea of living just to die is nothing to feel free over...in fact the idea of nothingness and no answers is a prison I don't want to visit, and that is abusive in itself.
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I'm getting depressed over trying to find the real answers to life and the reason we are here. I've read the bible but there is nothing to prove any of it to be actual facts. If it is true God sure does change his actions and views as time goes by. I've been a JW, gone to other churches and it all seems to be however some religious person explains the supposed writtings of some prophet or chosen human by God.
Some say we should talk with God in prayer, but it's not talking with God it's talking to God. I've never heard him talk back yet. Some claim he talks to them, like Quest on this board. Why would he only talk to only one person here?
Do you think maybe I've sinned against the holy spirit and can never be forgiven? I guess when I'm roasting in hell I'll find the answers, or maybe just be going back to dust.
Ken P.