From the 2/15/2002 Watchtower article, 'Coping With "A Thorn In The Flesh" '
"A longtime servant of Jehovah in New Mexico was in two automobile accidents. Her neck and shoulders were injured, aggrivating an arthritic condition with which she had been coping for over 25 years.
She relates: 'I had great difficulty holding my head up and carrying anything weighing over five pounds...(One article in The Watchtower) commented on Micah 6:8, noting that being modest in walking with God means knowing one's limitations. This helped me to appreciate that in spite of my condition, I should not get discouraged even though the time I spent in the ministry was less than I wished. Serving him with pure motives is primarily what counts.'
"She also reports: 'The elders always commended me for my efforts to attend the meetings and to go out in the field ministry.'"
Side Bar: She has guilty feelings because of lower-than-usual field service hours. She tried to counteract her guilty conscience by concluding that serving him with pure motives is primarily what counts.
However, the elders "commended" her for her efforts to go door-to-door. Did their doing this counteract her method of counteracting the guilt? What did their "commendation" entail?
The article continues with the answer:
" 'Young ones would greet me with a hug. The pioneer ministers were so patient with me and often rearranged their plans on my bad days. When the weather was difficult, they would kindly take me on return visits or invite me to sit in on their Bible studies. And since I could not carry a book bag, other publishers put my literature in their bag when I went out in the preaching work.' "
My thoughts: So, the elders apparently just commended her, or more likely asked her to keep her hours up. But who carried the book bag? Who rearranged their plans? Who gave her hugs? Certainly not the elders. They only seem to be interested in how much time she spends going in field service. Lastly, if pure motives are primarily what count, why do JW's feel guilty when they feel like they can never do enough? Why is your spirituality determined by how much time you spend going door-to-door and how many magazines you place?
So many stupid people, so few comets! :o)