I am missing WindRider and decided to write this.
Sometimes people wonder if a fairy tale can come true. Sometimes it does. Sometimes you give up one soulmate to only to find a better one later.
Many years ago, I had met my soulmate. A wonderful woman who wanted to spend the rest of her life with me. Unfortunately, we figured out that if she married me, it would ruin her life. Long story, but simple conclusion. We discussed it for two weeks, and decided to part. I walked away for her sake. It was the hardest thing I ever did. I knew I would never find a woman as wonderful as her.
I eventually married someone else, someone who was a friend, but not a soulmate. A huge mistake.
During my years as a Witness, I met many older people in field service who had very loving marriages. The storybook kind where both partners are madly in love with eachother till the end of time. My heart ached, because I knew my wife and I would never have a love like that. Eventually, we divorced. I realized I would never have a storybook marriage. No one should believe fairy tales could come true. I’m an adult and I knew better.
I was wrong. As an atheist, I didn’t know God made WindRider.
When WindRider and I met on-line, I found she was too good to be true. Her emails oozed sweetness. I found a soulmate who understood me, who had a sharp mind, and a sharp wit. Though she did not ever realize it, she was also very sensuous. All of this from just emails.
We agreed to meet in person, and I found that WindRider is a stunning beauty! Talk about lucking out or what… Oh, yeah, she is very sensuous, very feminine, and very classy.
More importantly, she has a wonderful heart, and a personality and intellect to match. And a love for me that has no end. And she has brought out a love in me that is so deep that I can not describe it. My words and my body cannot convey the depth of my love for her. As the years go by, our love for each other gets deeper and deeper.
I am missing her because for a time I have to stay in Canada and so I cannot see her as often as I need to.
When I was a teen, I had a fantasy about what my perfect wife would be. It has changed little over the years. The woman I envisioned was too perfect to be true, so I didn’t look for her. It is silly to try to find someone who can live up to a fantasy. And I had quite the fantasy!
Alas, WindRider does not match the fantasy. She actually surpasses it! Even the sexually explicit parts….
The fairy tale has not ended yet. I have to wait until I can be with her again, but she is worth the wait. And then we have a lifetime of fairy tales to make together…
Missing My Love,
Richard