Posting in another thread made me think of a girl from years ago.
How many people out there have been so head over heals for someone but for whatever reasons couldn't be with them?
My senior year there was this girl named Lisa that I was just so in love with. We were friends almost all year long and she had a boyfriend in the next town over which means that I couldn't date her. I won't go into details but towards the end of the year there was one night where it was just us and we kissed. There is no doubt what so ever that I could have slept with her if I wanted to. I just didn't want to, not under those conditions. I really did want to be with her and had wanted to for months but I wanted to be her boyfriend if it happened and I wasn't. That really was one of the best kisses of my life and there has always been that thought in my mind that wonders what would have happened if we would have had slept together that night. After that night we never talked about it again and eventually just kind of drifted apart. Don't get me wrong, I love my wife and would not even think twice about wanting to trade but I still have to wonder what would've happened if that night would have went differently?
Has anyone else ever been in a situation even close to that? What happened with it and how do you feel about it now?
I don't need to fight
To prove I'm right
I don't need to be forgiven.