A speculative question I suppose . . . but I am quite intrigued by this.
A Witness for 20-odd years . . . and most of that time I truly believed that these men were God's instrument for dispensing truth. Embarrasing now to admit, but I guess every ex-witness did at some time and for some time.
Having now seen the depth of the disingenuine side to the Org . . . just what do the GB really believe about themselves?
Are they so self-deluded as to still believe they are the sole possessors of Divine revelation . . . completely sold to belief in the same "concept" that ensnared us for so long and continues to hold such appeal for the unwary?
Or are they fully aware of the shortcomings of the past and have other more sinister motives?
I know you can't know for sure what's in anothers mind, their true motives etc . . . but this question bugs the hell out of me (sorry).
Perhaps those who have worked within the halls of Bethel or have had a close personal relationship with any of them could shed some light?