Puffsrule - does yer name mean what I think it means? If so, I agree. No? I got green on the brain! The elders won't like that one. They've counselled me that if I wanna go out in f.s I gotta give it up. Yeah, like I wanna do that! I like wallowing in self-pity, the green helps with that. Like I wanna appear self-righteous and privileged to be of the 'saved race'. I've never quite understood that scripture that God calls you to him, to serve him. Ok so that would mean that he has predetermined who lives and dies and therefore everything I do is fruitless, it's outta my hands. Seems unloving of a loving god to include some and exclude the majority. Is there some special quality yer born with that qualifies you?