Hi PaulinoRamones,
Thanks for sharing your story! It is very interesting to read all the different paths we take.
I was born and raised a Jehovah's Witness. Overall I had a pleasant and enjoyable childhood. I am still one of Jehovah's Witnesses, but a few years ago I started to research my beliefs thoroughly. One of the events that made me start to think about things was the death of a close friend who died because they refused a blood transfusion. Although I do not teach contrary to the official teaching (as this would probably get me disfellowshipped), I spent months researching all the scriptures related to the blood doctrine, all the Watchtower articles on Blood, and the circumstances surrounding the Jerusalem decision. I came to the conclusion that the Jehovah's Witnesses understanding of the command to "abstain from blood" ignores the context (to prevent a schism between Jews and Gentiles) and the spirit of the mosaic/noahide law (to show respect for life). As you already saw, I also did not agree that the scriptures support the teaching that Michael is Jesus (as I briefly stated above).
There's a lot of good, honest sincere people that are Jehovah's Witnesses, most of my congregation is. I also found that there are a lot of good, honest sincere religious and "worldly" people too.
You may wonder why I still stay a Jehovah's Witness even though I don't think everything taught is the truth. You probably already know this, but since Jehovah's Witnesses believe they are the only true religion, they feel that any member (especially baptized ones) who disagree with the official teachings, and continue to disagree with them even after help from the elders, may be disfellowshipped as an apostate. The apostate is viewed as someone who has rejected Jehovah and his visible organization, when in fact the apostate just doesn't believe it is the truth. This is not necessarily a bad thing in itself, but Jehovah's Witness family members are directed to shun a disfelloshipped one and not talk to them (the exception being for immediate family members who live in the same household).
If I said my true feelings about the Bible's teachings, I would likely be disfellowshipped as an apostate unless I re-accepted the official teachings. This would cause a terrible strain on my marriage, and my immediate family (mother, siblings) would no longer be allowed to talk to me. So that is why I stay a Jehovah's Witness.