Since I decided to leave off being a JW I have been pursuing an interest in New Age/celtic religion. I don't want anything to do with Christianity any more, but don't have enough knowledge yet to completely abandon all belief in God. I am also averse to accepting this life is all there is since I spent half of it wasting my time as a JW.
Anyway, I have found a local coven that is looking for new members and is willing to train anyone who is new. I met with them today at Barnes & Noble so they could interview me and show me the books I would need for the Wicca 101 class. We were visiting quite amiably when we noticed a man nearby listening in and looking at us like our eyes were going to start glowing red just before we ripped out his heart. I remember thinking, "I wonder if that's one of JW's. Nah, it's saturday morning. They're all in service."
So me and my new acquaintences parted ways and I decided to step into Starbucks and get a coffee when a car group of JW's showed up. NOt just any JW's, but ones I have known my whole life and used to pioneer with. These are the people I always think of when I worry about disappointing old friends. There they are! Moments after my discussion with the high priest and priestess of the local coven! I smiled at their daughter before I realized who she was, and managed to slip out the door before I was confronted. Unless my brother has been talking these people don't know anything is amiss with me.
My first thought was, "OMG, is this an intervention?" Does Jehovah actually exist and is he giving me one more chance to straighten myself out before I burn the last bridge? What if I'm wrong and the JW's are right? Then I started thinking straight and chocked it all up to coincidence. But what do you think? If you had encountered this same situation, what would your reaction be?