Again tonite i was visited by two elders to see what attitue I have toward the congregation.
I told them that through research I had found a number of things that i simply do not believe and was told that it was a matter for prayer and that Jehovah would reveal it all to me.
Good advice but what if Jehovah is telling me to "get out" and is showing me that one by one he is showing people the truth as he did with CTRussell. What if Jehovah is "spitting out" those who claim to be his slave class?
I was told that Jehovah does not use individuals to reveal truth to, which made no sense, what about the Apostle Paul etc and more importantly wasn't Russell an individual?
And why is it that lately the WTBTS has been getting sued more and more and hated more and more by others? Again. because Satan is attacking God's people. Really I thought, cos the missionary christians in India face more opposition than witnesses and they have never uttered a bitter word about other people's religions.
Well again 'pray about it' was the answer and agian " do you believe the congregation is being directed by the FDS" was aksed.
I simply do not know was the answer as I have never seen so much disruption, defection and burn out as is happening and yet Jesus was lowly in heart his yoke was not heavy and he did not condemn others. His message was I am here follow and ignore the rules of those who make them with no scriptural proof.
I guess I will soon be told I am apostate which I am not I am democrat but hey ho!