Another thing about the publishers files is the high minded attitudes
that local elders have. They are presented as secret files for elders
eyes only, and if you do get to look at yours it's only a 5x8 card with
current FS time, name , bapt date, and publisher status that they
show you! The real nity grity info is in the elders notebooks at home,
and final decisions made by them in the KH filing cabinet. They brag that:
"Only the elders, and the CO can see the publisher's records."
They tease you by pointing to the file cabinet and say: "You can't open it,
and you will never be allowed to look inside!" Also like a secret society
they say: "You'll never see your files, unless you become an elder."
Has anyone else experianced this?