just sorting this concept out. So apparently I have a mental disease because I no longer believe JW propaganda. Hmm. Sounds like a line from West Side Story. Dear Officer Krupkie...I have a mental disease. But JWs would not be allowed to watch that, would they?
But the mental disease theory explains why my mother was so sure I was going to do something to bring reproach on JeHOHvah (I feel nauseous every time I think of how they pronounce this) if I was left to my own devices regarding my brothers funeral. Maybe it even explains why they didn't bother to pick up the phone to tell me he had died. Someone with a mental disease can"t be trusted to have a respectful memorial service