From the inside...

by OneDayillBeFree 2 Replies latest jw friends

  • OneDayillBeFree
    OneDayillBeFree

    It all looks so empty and meaningless, useless and pointless!

    The meetings

    The preaching

    The hours

    The time slips

    The CO visits

    The assemblies

    The conventions

    The watchtower

    The kingdom melodies

    The return visits

    The kingdom ministry school parts

    #1, #2 and #3 talks

    The prophecies

    The pioneer meetings

    Pioneer school

    Elders meetings

    publication after publication after publication

    The DVDs

    The websites

    The pdfs

    The downloads

    The "end is imminently imminent" news

    The "Armageddon is gonna come SOON and if you dont convert in less than or equal to 6 months time, Jehovah will lovingly kill and slaughter you"

    The light getting brighter and brighter and brighter

    The "bring your own goddamn lunch and eat it in your seat during the intermission, or else Jehovah's is gonna lovingly strike you down!"

    The shepherding calls

    The gossip

    The judicial committees

    The phone line

    The microphone handler

    The cd-roms

    The year books

    The overlapping

    The brothers

    The sisters

    The love bombing

    The lies

    Aaaaahhh! Sorry for the long and probably useless post but it can be so overwhelming sometimes!

    Please feel free to add to this list if you like...

  • AllTimeJeff
    AllTimeJeff

    It actually isn't meaningless or pointless. It's a part of where you came from. You can turn this to your advantage.

    You can decide the rest of your life, whatever you want it to be. And you can take the lessons learned along the way to help you. Absolutely 100% true. :)

  • Morbidzbaby
    Morbidzbaby

    Actually, this is a list you should keep, in my opinion. It's a list which will affirm the resolve to leave when the time comes. Sometimes those who are newly out get thoughts of "what if they were right?" or "what if it's the Truth?"... Reading down a list of affirmations as to WHY the answers to these questions are a resounding "They weren't!" and "It's not!".

    It's also helpful to those who are perusing this site looking for answers to see the list of their life all broken down like that. When you really look at it, what's the point of it all?

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