Many years of abuse

by Still Totally ADD 7 Replies latest jw friends

  • Still Totally ADD
    Still Totally ADD

    I remember when I signed up on this site as Totally ADD which was 5 years ago plus. I had a horror story to tell about the abuses I went through as a child in this cult. Since then mentally I am much better. For the most part what I have notice is my story was not uncommon among the many who was a born-in or who parents came into the cult when they was a small child. Yes their was those who had a good life but that was the exception and not the rule. To my surprise many of the stories were far worse than what I went through. I guess what I am trying to say is. How much worse can this cult get when it comes to the abuses it has allowed to happen to innocent children? When it comes to the term child abuse I am in agreement with what Christopher Hitchens had to say on this matter. ("Child abuse" is really a silly an pathetic euphemism for what has been going on: we are talking about the systematic rape and torture of children, positively aided and abetted by a hierarchy which knowingly moved or ("protected" my words) offenders to parishes where they would be safer. )

    This in part shows the WT religion always functions to ensure its own survival. While it may espouse various ideas about brotherhood, love and community, these are always secondary to the WT survival. Think about this. If your training in the JW cult was anything like mine, chances are much of it was downright immoral. Immoral in the sense that the values that were taught were racist, sexist, insulting and cruel to other groups, and misleading if not downright wrong about human relationships, sexuality, science, education, other religions and many other things. We must remember the systematic rape and torture of children is only a part of the mental health issues caused by the JW cult. How much hatred, suspicion, conflict, strife, even violence and death, is caused by this cult? How many families are torn apart by this cult? How many children are terrorized by the demon-haunted world they are forced to inhabit?

    By exposing the manipulations of the WT cult, an opportunity for greater choice and freedom is opened for all of us. Author Darrel W. Ray, Ed.D. wrote in his book "The God Virus" (Being alive today is the only thing you or I know. We are the product of an amazing biological process in which on sperm out of millions met one egg. This event will never happen again. Make the most of it.) What life we all have left please do what you need to do to make it a happier and better world in which we live in and if we can help others who are still part of this horrible cult. Still Totally ADD

  • Xanthippe
    Xanthippe

    I'm so glad you are doing much better Still Totally ADD. Well done for leaving a cult and getting yourself along the road to mental recovery. For myself, I had five years of clinical depression in the cult and even now odd days I hit rock bottom. But the length of time I stay down is becoming less and less, sometimes it's just half a day, sometimes just half an hour. We were all, at the very least, mentally abused by this cult and as you say some were sexually abused too. May we all keep on the road to recovery. Xx

  • Heaven
    Heaven

    (((( Still Total ADD )))) So glad you are doing much better without the dogma from Botchtower. It really is 100% unnecessary.

    By exposing the manipulations of the WT cult, an opportunity for greater choice and freedom is opened for all of us.

    I think it is important for all of us who have been abused by this organization to speak out against it.

    This group could get worse. They could become a variant of extremism like ISIS. I hope it goes the other way... that it realizes the error of its ways and effects some positive change.

    How is your garden doing? :0)

  • Still Totally ADD
    Still Totally ADD

    Thank you Xanthippe for your thoughts. I guess I wrote this subject wrong. I was not looking for comfort but to get everyone to think about what this cult has really done to all of us. No matter what happen to them. I am glad you are doing better. As they say one day at a time. Good luck to you.

    Heaven I hope you are wrong that this group can get worse but I see were you are coming from. We all need to speak out on this subject. As far as the garden goes after a hard, hard winter I am now getting ready for this summer garden. I will be building a 10 x 20 ft. greenhouse next month. So I can do winter gardening. Even here it can be done. Take care. Still Totally ADD

  • Heaven
    Heaven

    Heaven I hope you are wrong that this group can get worse but I see were you are coming from.

    Hey STADD... it's all about the leadership in these groups. They cycle too, based on the times. The latest Catholic Pope has softened their stance on homosexuality but then says "critics of religion should expect to be punched." The leaders of religion are psychotic to me. And it just takes one nut job at the top to tip the scale towards extremism.

    I will be building a 10 x 20 ft. greenhouse next month.

    Oooo, this sounds cool. If you can, please post some pics. Would love to see it.

  • millie210
    millie210

    What great words with which to start my day.

    Thank you Still Totally ADD!

  • flipper
    flipper

    STILL TOTALLY ADD- Excellent thread ! Thanks for posting it. Even though physical and sexual abuse was and still is rampant within the JW organization- many of us being raised up as children in the organization had our minds " raped " as you will- indoctrinated with such hardcore prejudices, viewpoints, and hatred towards the outside world that like you say it takes years to de-program us .

    After 11 years totally out of the WT mind control since 2003- I feel like I've virtually totally healed my mind and body as well. It wasn't easy for me as I had a very dominating elder father who never once told me that he loved me- ever- in my entire life and he's now almost 90 years old. Still an elder in the cult. Fortunately I had an incredibly great relationship with my JW mom who told me she loved me all the time and is willing to listen to my views about leaving the organization and respects me for the viewpoints I have. We still talk on the phone 3 times a week and she's 88 years old.

    So we CAN be survivors but it takes re-educating our minds with such writings as Steve Hassan's books and instilling in our brain neurotransmitters OTHER valuable "worldy" information that will replace the WT garbage that was indoctrinated into our minds. Once we get that garbage OUT of our brains and replace it with positive information that can assist us in our life- we are well on the road to healing from the JW experience. At least that's how it worked for me.

    Congratulations to you and your wife for gaining your Freedom Totally ADD and treasuring that freedom of mind. Take care, Peace out, Mr. Flipper

  • Still Totally ADD
    Still Totally ADD

    Heaven I will do my best to get you some pictures. My wife will have to help me with that. Also I have a friend who will be teaching me more about permaculture this summer. My lasagne is a big part of it. Happy Gardening.

    millie210 You are very, very welcome.

    flipper you are so lucky to have a Mom you can talk to. After all the things you went through having that is priceless. As a fellow survivor re-educating our mind is on the top of the list to do when cleaning out all the garbage from the cult. It always makes my wife and I laugh when one of our new friends try to understand the cult thinking. They look at us as if our faces have turned green and we have grown a extra head. Seeing that always makes us both feel good for what we are doing. Take care and have a great get together this summer. Still Totally ADD

Share this

Google+
Pinterest
Reddit