These days I have strong feelings about the recent events. I mean the child abuse case. The context of the case makes me sure that our believe is not the truth. The management style of the leadership. Protecting the corporations at all costs. Demolish the rank-and-file JW, the little children in the congregation.
I had the same feelings when the UN membership of the WTBTS came out of the closed. Now, 10 years later, my feelings repead, but much stronger.