Musings on GOODBYES

by belbab 4 Replies latest jw friends

  • belbab
    belbab

    For the past week or so, I have been working on an article to post on this board. It is taking me sometime, cause I want to get it right. It is an open letter to Ciro Aucilino, regarding his talk that is posted on Freeminds.

    The past week or so I have been aware of the flame wars, deactivations, and the goodbyes. This morning I come on the board and see more people leaving, there is a discussion on goodbyes and Venice trying to rally the troops and picking up casualties.

    This has sunk me down somewhat and I can’t concentrate on finishing my article.
    So I am dropping it for now, and writing this post instead. This post is about goodbyes in general .

    I once had a dream, kind of a waking dream, on the borderline of sleep. I seemed to be a toddler, only-could-sit kind of toddler. In the dream a friendly Chinese type of man, with grey hair and long beard, dressed in a long robe, the palm of his hands pressed together on his chest, was backing away from me and bowing as he went. I became distressed, so he came forward, smiling, hands pressed together and continuing to bow. When he saw I was no longer distressed then he backed away again repeating his motions. This went on for several times, and then I woke up.

    After awakening, and contemplating on my dream, I realized he was saying a loving good bye and so I began musing on goodbyes in general. How do we in the western world say good bye? Usually if we are walking away, we turn our backs on the ones we are leaving and after some steps we turn and wave. The more we love the people we are leaving the more we linger to alleviate distress and the feeling of loss.

    So I would like to hear your thoughts on saying goodbyes.

    Have you ever read about the psychology of playing peek-a-boo with a child?

    Do you leave without saying goodbye, like teenagers running away and leave their parents in distress, not knowing their whereabouts?

    When visitors leave your residence do you walk them to the door?

    Do you hug those leaving?

    Do you watch those leaving until they are out of sight?

    My favourite goodbye, which I have mentioned before, is: Bob Dylan’s
    Fare well Angelina.
    The sky is on fire,
    And I gotta go.
    ]

    What’s yours?
    belbab,

  • Englishman
    Englishman

    I always say NORWICH when I say goodbye to Her Ladyship.

    UK'ers will know what that means......

    Englishman.

  • Smoldering Wick
    Smoldering Wick

    "She wasn't much good a saying goodbye"
    THAT GIRL COULD SING -Jackson Browne

    A boy I loved when I was sixteen dedicated that song to me...he knew I wasn't good at goodbyes.

    Some of the most painful memories in my life were when I had to say goodbye. So, I didn't...I just walked away. Maybe I think...that no matter how much time passes, if you don't say goodbye the hellos would be easier. They aren't. Deep down you realize there may never be a hello. I have left friends, family, jobs and people I loved without saying Goodbye. Goodbye just hurt too much. After all these years, I wish I could go back and tell these people I loved them and I was sorry for not saying goodbye. For some of my friends, it's too late...they left me without saying goodbye.

    "See you soon's" are easy...your parents visit, you kiss them walk them to their car and wave...saying "see you soon!" Hoping that you will.

    So, if the time comes...and I can't say goodbye...please know, I was thinking it.

    Wick
    (c u soon class)

    How Can I Help You To Say Goodbye?
    (Burton Banks Collins/Karen Good Taylor)
    As sung by Patty Loveless

    Through the back window of a '59 wagon
    I watched my best friend Jamie slippin' further away
    I kept on waving 'till I couldn't see her
    And through my tears, I asked again why we couldn't stay
    Mama whispered softly, Time will ease your pain
    Life's about changing, nothing ever stays the same

    And she said, How can I help you to say goodbye?
    It's OK to hurt, and it's OK to cry
    Come, let me hold you and I will try
    How can I help you to say goodbye?

    I sat on our bed, he packed his suitcase
    I held a picture of our wedding day
    His hands were trembling, we both were crying
    He kissed me gently and then he quickly walked away
    I called up Mama, she said, Time will ease your pain
    Life's about changing, nothing ever stays the same

    And she said, How can I help you to say goodbye?
    It's OK to hurt, and it's OK to cry
    Come, let me hold you and I will try
    How can I help you to say goodbye?

    Sitting with Mama alone in her bedroom
    She opened her eyes, and then squeezed my hand
    She said, I have to go now, my time here is over
    And with her final word, she tried to help me understand
    Mama whispered softly, Time will ease your pain
    Life's about changing, nothing ever stays the same

    And she said, How can I help you to say goodbye?
    It's OK to hurt, and it's OK to cry
    Come, let me hold you and I will try
    How can I help you to say goodbye?

    How can I help you to say goodbye?

  • PopeOfEruke
    PopeOfEruke

    Norwich = nickers off ready when I come home

    Is that right, Englishman??

    The Pope

  • Smoldering Wick
    Smoldering Wick

    The Pope always knows everything!

    You know what they say...big hat...big....um

    "God is a comedian playing to an audience too afraid to laugh." ~Voltaire

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