Friends,
I just wanted to express my thanks to everyone who responded to my desperate post. I'm not usually one to air my dirty laundry, but I just felt so low and helpless. Your thoughts have helped me more than I can express. I've been trying to keep busy and out of the house, so I haven't been able to respond like I would like to everyone.
I just didn't want anyone to worry, since I hadn't posted for a bit. I'm okay right now. It's going to be rough, but I'll get through this with the help of good friends and family. It helped so much to know that I really was not alone and that there are so many who care. I may take some of you up on your offers to bend an ear.
I love you all with as much as my aching heart can give,
rem