Just a quick thought. If you are fading just get a personal territory like the KM talks about. Say that you go there after work because you just can't make all the weekend service and you want to be busy in the ministry despite your circumstances. Then go get some litterature and do whatever you want! Tell your mate you are making an RV and go get a beer! Go to the gym and say you were in service. Do some letter writing and mention JWFacts.com and others. Just make crap up while emptying the KH's supply of junk.
Here is another plan if you like foreign languages. I like Russian a lot. I was seriously gearing up to learn it when I found TTATT. I really would have went except the rules for attending were so stupid. They made no exceptions for people with children, or if you could not move to another KH. It was all or nothing. Jeeze did the want help or not?! So I figure if I am going to fade, why not learn Russian on their dime? Then I will get a job that requires Russian and not use the language to benefit the WTBTS's interests. Good idea or bad idea?