Things have been very good as I leave the Organization behind and break off ties with all friends. I feel bad I don't return their phone calls, emails or lunch invites but I am sick of listening to "If you just come back and be patient on Jehovah!"
The last two months more elderettes have called my home checking up on me, than "well, let's say forever!"
The topic rolls towards brothers and sisters who are turning away from the "truth" and "apostates". After they mention "apostates" they will ask about me, if and what I am doing to keep myself busy. If I am visiting with known apostates because of my bitterness towards the real "apostates at the Kingdom Hall".
I was studying "Christian Freedom" and showed my other the part where "Elder So-and-So's wife" was baited to help drum up false charges against Ray Franz, and that's what is happening with me now! Each phone call by the little army of elderettes has not been to comfort, offer any Bible "Gospel Messages of peace", only to gossip about who "the next apostate might be!" or "did you hear so-and-so left their husband, wife, turned gay"?
Brothers and Sisters who are undecided, Be Aware Witnesses are using their army of women to "Phish, Fish". I am lucky most of the women who called are dumb as a knot, their agenda was easy to spot and we both are of one accord to tell them nothing now!