I saw this thread this morning and I can't get it out of my head. It reminds me so much of my own feelings of hopelessness at that age. I did the stupid thing and turned to doing copious amounts of drugs and never dealt with the problem only to be sucked back into the cult later at my lowest point of drug addiction. I feel for this kid so much and wish I could give him a hug and just hang out with him be his friend. I hope that someone in his area will be able to.
http://www.reddit.com/r/exjw/comments/15fv3m/i_just_turned_21_and_im_close_to_committing/
My name on reddit is Rudeawakening0o0 btw