Well, for the first time in 30 years I didn't go to the memorial.
It's actually a given me a great sense of relief!
I hope that this is beginning of a long and happy relationship with God!
Up until this past year I wasn't even sure if he existed. Maybe I have finally found some peace with it all...I hope so.
I would like to wish everyone a very happy weekend.
Thank you friends for all of your support (whether you realize it or not, many of you on this board have been a great support to me).
thank you all
cheers
artful